SIGLE LIFE IS NOT A VERY GOOD THING-HASEGAWA03

Already passed one month since I'm attached.
Now, I'm having single life.
What happen to my previous lover?
Better don't ask nor mention about it.
Just let the past flow along with the wind passed the canyon and landed on no man's land.
Let it stay there so it wont be found.

The ONE, I'm still searching for you.
I'm so jealous seeing my friends coupled for a long term.
Every love life of mine ended shortly.

Christmas is my favorite holiday and it's a romantic event.
Each years I spend Christmas alone.
The "alone" means spend Christmas without lover.

I thought this year won't be celebrate alone because I having good start with my lover.
But,
the heart breaking news strike at me without any warning.
Just came at me like that.
I don't even have time to prepared myself to received the news.

Sometime I just wondering myself.
Am I being cursed?
Nah~!
It's just an excuse.
Blame on something to make myself feel better.

Am I too desperate?
Of course not.
Life is short, I tried not to ended up in an uncompleted life.
When my time come, I just want to go peacefully without any regrets.